Monday, March 23, 2009
Aloha human creatures!
Well, i was supposed to start blogging on the 21st but because of these sudden lack-of-interest to on the comp..i delay it till today...=p
So..yup been quite a while since i last blogged...
Reasons is mainly due to focusing more on examinations..soccer will always be priority..doing some notes on the guitar for alif to hear it and not to forget, spending some good quality times with abang-abang tolerant!hahah...
Okay..lots of things has happen goodly and badly at the end of 2008 and starting of 2009. Well badly was mostly happen at the end of 2008, except for the countdown..which i truly had lots of fun. But ya..so far 2009 has been quite good i should say..lots of good things happen to perfection just like how i wanted it to be...=)
Well anyway..I want to seek forgiveness to a girl who i stupidly mess up the plan for her birthday..it was never my intentions dear friend..it was an awkward situations that needs to be settle first..im soo sorry..Well, its good to hear that you moved on with your beloved darling...so i wish you and him all the best..stay forever if POSSIBLE!=) And as for me..honestly saying...i moved on for quite a long time already and im currently loving life..
So being unattached wasn't that bad..I mean i can fully concentrate on what i want and need..i felt no PRESSURE..im the controller of myself and i'll lead a simple life as usual...=) So i dont think i've changed much...
So i want to thanks MIEZA for helping me out with the blogskin..thought thats a model shots which she took it for me back at the beginning of last year..which im not quite impressed with..cause last year is the sickening year of my life and i dont like they way i take care of myself and health..i eat too much..i look FAT and ugly..i've gone to lots of quarelling with some humans..easy say..im EGOISTIC AND SELF-CENTERED..my life is turning upside down..okay..lets go straight to the point..I HATE MYSELF IN 2008!
It was all wrong for me back in 2008..when i wake up every morning..i felt totally USELESS! And when i looked at my face in the mirror, I FELT DISGUSTED! Seriously..i nearly felt commiting suicide! I know i know..most of you guys who are reading this must be thinking it as a bullshit way to solve things..but thats how it felt when you're in that kind of situations...
But yeah..after i gone for counselling with both my parents as the cunsellor..heh..i've learnt alot on how to solve things the right way!=) So now..i felt much more better...each and everyday whether i woke up from bed in the morning or on the way to sleep at night..truthfully saying..i felt satisfied with how my day goes!
And ya...Please give me time to get used to being a blogger again..I need to regain that so called MOMENTUM to make my blog ermmm...QUITE INTERESTING? ahaha...
So ya..pictures will be post if theres any..actually there is..after night of having fun with my class going on a night tour trip...I'll post it when i get the pictures from anyone who were present on that very night and have a camera along with them!!!and so..i want to enjoy my holidays to the fullest before i move on to year 2 or should i say final year of my course!
Nights peoples!=)