Wednesday, June 18, 2008
I'M CURRENTLY LIVING A BULLSHIT LIFE!!!=(((
I realised i think too much of someone..i sacrifice alot for her in our good and bad times..although she's irritating at times..but i still do care for her...because i care for her..i will not even care if i lose any friends as long as she still exists in my life because of the way she pampered to get attention..makes me go AWOOOOO!!!!...hehe...
But yea...past is past..now she's happy with someone else and she become arrogant..the only thing i asked for her is not to be arrogant and talk nicely..but what did i get..a 100% arrogant commitment..the one that talks like as if she's the president ruling this world..and she even didn't realised that i sacrifice alot for her..treat her to anything she wants..i even argued with my friends of cancelling last minutes plans just so i could meet her and spend most of my day with her..
But now she seems to forget everything..all she knows is having fun currently and disrespect the people or a guy who has given her 100% commitment and contribution..Honestly saying i don't mind if she wants a new boyfriend..all i want is respect and not arrogant..i don't have the intentions of fighting..not because im scared...i mean if you know me very well people..you will surely agree that i will take up any challenge..i won't give up easily..i will make sure the opponent suffered badly..but now..when i think back..i'm 100% sure that i'm mature enough to sort things out step by step and not to start a fight...
Yea..i believe she's having fun right now..yea girl..you can tell all your friends that i'm jealous..but actually you're wrong..All i want is RESPECT cause between me and your babes..i sacrifice more than them..but honestly saying..you're one lucky girl..your babes are one hell of a nice peeps..i found it out when i planned your suprise birthday party with them..they are great..But i just don't want you to make up story about anything that will make them hate me..okay..i have connections with someone related to them also okay..please don't tear the friendship apart...
And ya..I BELIEVE IN KARMA..i will accept that you love what you've got now...i accept that you've been arrogant towards me..i don't mind..and i accept that you have changed for good for your boyfriend and bad for someone who sacrifice everything that he had for you..
Now i regret that all the friends i used to have in the past and present have all gone out of my life cause i busy giving all the times that i had for you..
But nevertheless..in order for you to learn your lessons, i will not pay anyone to beat you up..i will not do anything bad at all..i wouldn't even care..but i hope somedays GOD will do something to make you learn your lessons...cause i believe he is the only one that can make this thing peaceful and safe..and like i say..i believe in karma...
My dear friend..starting from now i will moved on with my own life..i will work hard..do my part and sacrifice all the times that is needed to make sure my life is a success...i will not just talk big..i will just be quiet when it comes to having a successful life and instead show the big actions that needs to be done..And my advice to you is don't you regret what you have done okay..what goes around comes around girl!!!have fun with life thats all i'm saying...
okay...i'm not in a mood cause i just got pissed off..
till next tyme...Nights peoples!!!