Friday, March 23, 2007
aiyaiyai...i have made e biggest regret of my life!!!long story to tell u guyz...
dear darling...i dont know n not sure bout tis..but i guess itz true..i noe dat u mizz me...i mizz u too 4 SURE!!!im sorry dat i made the decisions for us not to contact each other 4 tiz few daes...im juz caught up wit stress..pressure..n sickness..but i'll b fine...dont u werry...
i juz wan u to forgive me for wat i had done to make u sad..n to b honest..i juz like it wen i neva contact uu...not dat i dun care bout u nimore..no..dun tink negatively aite..juz dat..i can relax my mind peacefully..i cn b alone 4 time being..i can reflect all the MISTAKES i have done...to learn from any stupid mistake i have done dat cause u to cry or sad...
im e stupid human being to b honest...!mayb u disagree..but i agree...n im sure sum people hu may have noe me will agree wit me...
wen i try to reflect back my mistakes..i kept asking.."m i worth 4 u???"...tiz has bin in my mind since juz now..
i juz miss our happy tymes...the gud old daes..the tyme wen i see u smile..laugh..happy..cheerful..pampered..funny...
i alwaes kept thinking of ur kiyoot face..ur pretty looks..ur beautiful heart n soul...n truz me..till now..ur total package looks cant b erased on my mind...
for these tyme being...i slowly recap my stupid mistake..learn from it...try 2 understand u properly..tink ferz b4 i speak..shldnt hurt u no more...
to b honest...i kept tinking dat my attitude..alaa..letz juz sae the whole of me have been rusted..n i tink dat i nid to clean it up...
n i promise...after we get to contact each other again...i promise u..u will c the clean hakim..the hakim dat u alwaes wanted..the hakim u noe..the hakim u love..the hakim u owaez had fun wit...the hakim dat u lyke to manje wit...lols!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*paisey-paisey*...
giv me tyme aite dear...im juz so thankful dat u r very patience gurl...sape dpt u mmg betul beruntung..i now i m the lucky one ryte now..but i juz saying lyke dat iz dat im refering to guy hu gona b wit u in the future...the guy datz gona b ur real hubby...
n to b honest..i cnt live wit u dat long...but s long s im wit u..i promise to shower u wit care..hapiness n ol the positive thotz until the end of our relationship...
n yea dear...i juz wana sae dat i going to take u out tiz sunday..i wan to watch movie wit uu...reason y i made tiz outing iz 4 my punishment which i owe u n which i really deserved it.....juz choose..MR BEAN'S HOLIDAY...NINJA TURTLE..wateva it iz..juz choose aite..n u dun nid to come up wit any money..juz let me b the one hu settle ol dat...i can n i will...i juz wan u to have fun..datz all...
n yea....i tink shld b datz all la kae...u juz tkcr aite dear...have fun in wateva u do....gudnytezzzz aidah!!!!!!!!
PS:walau...!!!!aku type out ni seme...betul mcm bdak EMO sia..haha...ai yai yai...*-)
niwae...to my UDS members...next week holiday kn...e long holiday i shld sae..hahahah...i waz planning to jam wit u guyz...had bin wanting to play more songs...nemind...dat thing..i will plan wit u guyz in personal...aite!!!!k laa....i wana go slip....my drim land da colling nii...kae..
nytez guyz...n nytezz to the peeps hu reading tiz...
have e gud dae tomorrow n have e gud nyte slip yarr....dun let the bed bug bite...k wateva it iz....
slamatzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
=)))))))